Breaking Mental Blocks

focusCommonly in the sport of gymnastics you have athletes who are scared to perform a skill. It may be a skill they have done before without a problem, it could be a skill that they have performed and had a fall with or it could be a new skill. I want to address the first two because for a coach, there is nothing more frustrating than seeing an athlete learn a complex skill and then fail to perform it for “no apparent reason”. I have a quote on the board at gym that says “Danger is real, fear is a choice” and I am going to expand on that a little to give my thoughts on how to get over this issue with higher level athletes. The reason I term them higher level athletes is because to a point a younger or less experienced athlete can be helped with repeated spotting and good progressions. When you are talking about a level 6-9 athlete who is in this boat it’s different, the issue is almost always with the mental approach and not the mechanics of the skill and while spotting may allow them to perform the skill it’s actually causing them to rely on the coach and not to work past the issue at hand.

Danger is real. This is true, there are few sports I can think of where the risk of injury is more prevalent than in gymnastics. The higher level athletes are routinely in positions of peril however consistent quality drilling allows them to accomplish these feats with little apparent effort. Even the simplest handspring on the floor is rife with danger, just ask anyone who has ever slipped on wet grass or a polished floor while trying to show their friends their skills (which is why, by the way, I encourage my kids NEVER to do gymnastics skills outside of the gym.). However, the presence of danger doesn’t preclude an athlete from attempting and mastering the skill.

Fear, then is a response but a chosen response. For me a handstand is terrifying. I am getting over it but in my personal position, the handstand is incredibly risky. I am taking it slowly and working my way to killing the fear with repetition which is exactly what you should do. Nothing will cure fear better than repetition. Tony Robbins used to say that “repetition is the mother of skill” or maybe it was Tony Horton, either way it’s true. How many high level athletes are scared of cartwheels or handstands? None, it’s part of their makeup now just as any skill can become with enough exposure.

But on to the cure that occurred to be today. This is not based on anything more than my personal experience with athletes, myself and the many people I have helped to train over the years. It is probably derived partly from the newly appended fight flight or freeze notion whereby the human as a biological entity is committed to self preservation. As far as I know and I am far from an expert, this freeze notion is not exclusive to humans, that is why we have the “deer in the headlights” quip. In that scenario the deer is up against something it can’t fight and can’t outrun causing a complete shutdown. Taking this into the gymnastics context we have an athlete, let’s call her Sally, who is having a problem with her roundoff back handspring back tuck. She’s done it before, she can still do it most of the time with a spot but for whatever reason she is unable to get it done alone. What is happening here? In essence she is up against something like the deer was, something she thinks she doesn’t have to tools to deal with. In the case of the deer, it’s fast enough to get out of the way if it keeps going and in the case of the athlete she is capable of success but only with outside assistance. In both cases the choice made is incorrect. You can’t freeze in front of a vehicle and you can’t compete with a coach on the floor…

This leads me to what is causing the fear because that’s what we are talking about. Some athletes will tell you they are not afraid but for an advanced athlete doing a complex skill this is mostly not the case. There are only 2 aspects to a skill, mechanics and mental focus. If they have one then the other is missing. Sometimes mental focus is not fear based but cognition based but that is something that is cured with repetition. Fear based mental focus problems are tougher and here is what I think.

When I ask Sally what she is afraid of she will tell me she doesn’t know. Or she will tell me she isn’t afraid which is a little bit of a lie on her end. She may want to call it something else but we both know she’s scared. She isn’t lying here, she probably doesn’t know why she is scared and that is the problem. Her fear is a generalized fear of something that may or may not go wrong. It’s a generalized anxiety that is causing her brain to tell her to be afraid. This is where the re-training has to start.

Let’s get Sally to talk through the skill. Can she do the roundoff? Yes, mostly that’s fine. The handspring? Yes, her springs are wonderful. Does she know the takeoff position for the tuck? Yes, she knows to go long on her exit and punch up to the ceiling using her arms. Can she do a back tuck? You bet she can, she can almost do a standing BT on the floor for goodness sake. At this point let’s check with Sally and see if any of these things scare her. Her response should be that none of them scare her. At which point she will probably say “BUT…. doing them together…” at which point you stop her and tell her to repeat what she just told you.

You may discover that there is a disconnect somewhere in the skill, something she is doing that is making her feel unsafe but this is rare. Mostly you will get a sheepish look and an admission that nothing about the skill actually scares her but “it’s just going over that is the problem”. Well, not quite. Going over isn’t the problem, the problem is thinking that going over is the problem. If you are going to address a mental issue with a skill you have to break the fear down into separate parts and have Sally tell you exactly where her fear comes from. If she can’t tell you the exact second she feels the fear then she should start to understand that her ability to do the skill doesn’t come from a coach standing on the floor but rather from her interpretation of what is about to happen. Once she stops focusing on the negative outcome and starts to look at her execution as a means to a positive end then she should start to turn the skill around.

Some skill fears you can beat with pure repetition, but there are times when you need another approach. Continuously sending a child into a dark room to cure their fear of the dark won’t work but turning on the light to expose the room first is probably a great start to getting over the fear of what might be. Expose the dangers, be open and honest about the fears but start to think about where your focus needs to be to stop those fears from emerging.

This may be overly simplistic for some, but exposing the pieces of the puzzle and examining them for what they are separately can go a long way towards exposing the root of the problem. It’s not rational that one fall out of 3000 repetitions is the one they remember but that’s how it is. Our brains are wired to protect us and when we ask “what could go wrong?” our brain is only too happy to provide a response. But asking your brain “how do I get this right” will also provide you with a valuable response because that’s what training does, it provides you with the correct response for the question “how do I do that?”.

There is another quote on that board, a very famous one… “Don’t train until you get it right, train until you can’t get it wrong” and training your thought process to be specific about your execution is one way to make sure that your training will take you to that final destination. Don’t forget to reinforce your success. After each successful event take a moment to reinforce that action, close your eyes and relive that moment until it becomes second nature to you.

Good luck, Sally. We believe in you.

A Month After Cutting Ended

rest daySo it’s been a month, I had planned that this month would be pretty static in what I was doing to let my body adjust to what happened and to give myself a bit of a break from the heavy lifting I had been doing. I have stuck with the plan of cycling my workouts on a 6 day schedule and have been trying not to max out on too many lifts, partly because my shoulder wasn’t great but also because this was supposed to be a resting month.

Here is what has happened since I stopped my cutting cycle right before Cuba at the end of August.

Weight 224 to 220.6
Fat 19% to 18.4%
This puts me right on the doorstep of my weight goal of 220lbs. I have been trying to maintain my eating habits within keto (super low carb) but I have occasionally been having the Thai Express soup that I recently found is completely misleading on their website. It claimed that the soup is only 180 calories with 20g of carbs until you realize that they are only measuring the broth. If you add the noodles in after you add another 240 calories and 56g of carbs for a total of 420 calories and 76g of carbs. This isn’t so bad if you have zero carbs the rest of the day but for me it was a big disappointment.

That said, I haven’t done too badly over the last month and I am ready to start increasing the weights again at a significantly improved position than I was a year ago. I am sure I won’t be able to hit the 1000lb club again this year, although I may try, since I am 40+lbs lighter and that is a significant difference when it comes to strength. In any case, I am going to start to aim for a bodyfat % this time around rather than a body weight or a weight total. It’s a bit weird since I have been “on a diet” for a lot of my adult life going into something without my weight as a primary focus is going to need some adjustment.

I think I am sticking with the workout rotation for the time being with approximately 25 total sets per day.

Chest day – Bench if possible, if not bench machine. Incline press. Laying pullovers. Cable flys high and low.
Back day – Low rows on machine. High pulls on machine. Deadlifts occasionally. Pullups. Cable pulldowns.
Legs – Leg press. Extensions. Ham curl machine sitting and laying.
Shoulders and traps – Military press. dumbbell raises. High pulls. Upright rows. Rear delt machine.
Arms – Free dips. Dip machine. tricep pushdowns. Preacher curl. Standing ezcurl. Alternating hammer / pronated curl.
Accessory work – Abs and calves and forarms etc. Plus stretching hips, neck, splits, upper back. Mostly for abs strength (new for me)
Day 7 I rest.

Motivation. Grab What’s Inside You And Beat Your Fears With It.

This is truly the information age and the wonderful thing about places like YouTube is that there is an unlimited amount of motivation out there. You should search YouTube for motivational videos, sign up for Instagram and follow people who motivate you, you don’t have to do this alone. Having a trainer is great but they can’t be with you 24/7, the only person present in your life 24/7 is you. You may as well make sure that person is on your side. If you are a fan of movies, watch some of these: Forever Strong, Pursuit of Happyness, Miracle, Any Given Sunday, Friday Night Lights, Rocky, Gladiator, Shawshank Redemption or find something else that will grab you by the soul and shake you.

Here are a few of my favourites. You didn’t come here for tears, but they are coming…

Cowards do that, and that ain’t you. You’re better than that.

You don’t have to be perfect to get what you want, it’s a lie

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Fy8VIwdCOFY

If you put as much time and effort into success as you do worrying about failure, you’d already be a champion.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Stuff I Noticed. Stuff I Want To Do.

wolf goalsWhat changes have I noticed? Given today my weight was 224.0 which means that today I celebrate a 50lb loss here are some things of which I have taken particular notice:

I have veins everywhere. Calves, shins, thighs, arms, shoulders. I haven’t seen any across the chest yet but I am sure they are there.
I don’t have to decide if my pants go over or under my fat roll. That’s a weird feeling.
Getting off the couch or the floor no longer requires momentum to get me going.
My waist, which I swore would never get below 42″ again is now 36″. That’s human sized!
The pants in the basement that I bought in Australia 12 years ago as motivation now fit. Ironically the elastic has failed while waiting.
Seeing the muscle move when you work it actually helps. Now I understand why lean people look in the mirror when they lift.
Some days I still feel fat and still think I need to lose more weight. Those days I rely on numbers to tell me the truth not feelings.
“Dad Bod” is a lie perpetuated by lazy people who want you to tell them it’s OK to give up. It’s not OK. It’s never OK to use your kids as an excuse either.

As far as things I would like to do now, there is a short list to start but since I have managed what I once thought impossible it’s time to see if I can apply that to my fitness.

Handstands. I mean at least a 2 second hold.
Handstand pushup
Cartwheel and roundoff. I used to be able to do roundoff back tuck (self-taught) at University. The back tuck can wait.
Bar and ring muscle up.
Straight bar kip (if only to sympathise with the kids who can’t get it)
Front and Back lever
Human flag

This may take a while, and I will report back just how far away I am from doing any of these but it’s good to have goals.

The Last 5 Pounds – 50lbs Down. Almost There.

i-m-almost-there-so-i-can-t-keep-calmSo I am very fortunate to be in this situation. This cut has been the most successful cut I have ever done, I am actually within a cat’s whisker of being my final goal weight which is 100kg or 220lbs. It’s also a little bit awkward because since my “diets” haven’t ever managed to get me this close I am not sure what comes next. What I do know is that back in 2011 when the updated picture you see on the right was taken I was 232lbs. From that point I managed to maintain within 5lbs of that weight until I started having back issues that eventually led to my second back sugery in April of 2103. That caused a precipitous weight gain until August when I was recorded at 252 and then September of 2014 when I was back up at 274lbs, a gain of 42lbs after surgery. Granted back surgery is nothing to sneeze at but I was still fairly active right after and the weight gain was a result of poor portion control as my mind took on the focus of rehab without paying attention to the weight. If you look at some of my entries from late 2014 when the weight was piling on you will notice a couple of things…

I whine a lot when I am heavy. This entry complains about how I can’t coach myself and how it’s just too hard to push yourself. Bull.
This entry teaches me not to eat an entire carrot cake even though I make the best carrot cake in the world.
This entry taught me that handstands are a great idea to train when you are not obese. And that quitting a Crossfit gym and bailing on my most recent round of workouts was a sign that things were falling apart.
Finally this entry indicated that although it was really haphazard, the 30WOD system I did was the kickstart I needed. Plus Biggest Loser at work helped too.

The point here is that the whole time I was gaining weight I was working out, I did not have the intensity required to offset the calories I was eating but at no time during that summer of 2014 did I indicate that I was counting, measuring or even GUESSING at how many calories I was taking in. As we all know the basis for weightloss is burn more than you eat and unless you have medication that offsets some of this then this is a simple thermodynamic law that you can’t get around. It’s PHYSICS, BABY!!

So the question becomes what I am going to do next. Precluding the fact I hope not to have another back surgery there is no reason I can’t maintain this weight. What I do need to understand is that because I am no longer the 260+lbs Simon, I can no longer eat like that person unless I want to be back there again. I need to understand that the new person has different portion and dietetic requirements than the other guy. That’s the hard part.

My physical life is fairly balanced, I am not in the gym so long each day it’s unattainable for the average person. My workouts now last about 40 minutes every day with a 6 day rotation based on how I am feeling. Cardio is done as part of HIIT meaning I don’t treadmill, I relentlessly lift to get my heart working and it’s super effective!

I am very excited at the moment, this is all quite new for me, the last time I was this weight was more a result of massive work rate and not really something I had done on purpose as part of a cut cycle. Now I think I have a handle on the balance I need it will be interesting to see what happens.

 

 

 

Past The Tipping Point – How To Weigh Less

cat broken scaleThere comes a time for most people in their fitness journey that they hit a wall of some kind, whether it is a bodyweight plateau, a lifting barrier or a time that they just can’t beat. This plateau has been hotly debated over the years and everyone knows that variety is the spice of life but also the harbinger of change. The problem is that most people don’t understand that there are subtle changes that are just as effective as making major changes to the way you are doing things. The fact is that simple changes like the amount of water you drink (which was my problem), the amount and quality of sleep you get and that one late night snack are enough to make major effects long term. Also, for those like me who like to follow a low carb high fat diet need to realise that with the extra water consumption we need extra sodium, it’s a very small change but having sodium out of balance can have some negative effects.

Recently I have started working with an 800 calorie deficit, and I never really realized until I started with this level of detail just how easy it is to predict what will happen if you know what you are eating. I had been stuck at around 250 since I started my cut a couple of months ago. Nothing seemed to be working and I was kind of half-heartedly documenting what I was doing. It wasn’t until I finally took a strict adherence to the plan and micro managed my intake that I started to see results. I am currently down to 242 and with my short term goal to get back to 232 which is what I am in the picture on the top right of the page. I am hoping to get there by July 1 but even if I am a little late it will be good enough for me. I know it’s super tough to keep this level of attention for very long, but at least I know that if I need to do this that it really, and I mean REALLY works.

If you want to see the same results you will need a tracking app like myfitnesspal and a bucketload of honesty. So no leaving out the handful of nuts or couple of chips here and there… With the help of a high fat diet to kill your appetite you can do it but you have to pay attention to every single thing you do, This usually results in you doing less which means easier tracking. 3 meals, basic ingredients, easy peasy lemon squeezy.

If you can do this for 4 weeks you can basically kick start yourself to whatever weight loss you want to achieve, I am at an 800 calorie deficit which would mean with my exercise surplus burn of 300-400 calories a day I am using between 1100 and 1200 calories a day of stored energy. That translates to around 1lb every 3 days or 10 lbs in a month. The more I do, the more I lose and because I am feeding my body. The way to get an accurate picture of how to do this is by knowing what your body needs just to survive every day (BMR) and what you need according to your activity level (TDEE)

I used an online TDEE calculator - http://iifym.com/tdee-calculator/ to get my BMR and TDEE (2184 and 3290) and from that knew I would still be eating almost 2500 calories a day on active days which is more than enough to spare my muscle mass from being catabolized.

I didn’t really mean this to be a weight loss post but I am excited about finally getting back to that 232 and seeing if I look the same as I did back then. At my age, this kind of thing is not easy, I guess I am a little proud of myself right now! 🙂

2015R1D62 – I’m Down. Not So Basic. Intermediate Reintroduction.

I’m down about 10lbs total. I am sitting right at 252 but should be down in the 240s by the weekend. It’s not easy but not really that hard either thanks to my complete lack of appetite. I am planning on another 10 this month to get me sub-240 and I should start to look like that picture over there —> again. Nothing much to report regarding the workouts other than I have snuck kettlebells back into the system to replace some of the cardio. I feel the KB workouts are so much more beneficial as HIIT and as cardio workouts than what I do the other days and while the other workouts are good coordination and agility based, KB work is grinding out high HR work.

What happens to the person who did lift, now doesn’t but wants to start again? The process here is not like the new person who can be scared off by technical approaches or too much work. This person generally knows what it takes to succeed physically but may not have the knowledge to produce a workout system designed to orient them towards their goal whatever that may be. Let’s assume someone has 4 days to work out plus one extra day that will be a choice of either cardio or yoga. For those 4 days you will need to hit every body part, which naturally lends itself to bodyweight and compound movements. There needs to be an orientation towards what the final goal will be which is olympic / barbell lifting, kettlebell work, HIIT WOD type workouts and agility/speed workouts (depending on the focus). For arguments sake let’s take an athlete who wants to be able to perform specific tumbling moves, let’s say from back layout full to standing back tuck full or front 1 1/2 (Rudi) or in fact anything from Barani to Rudi Randi and Adolph. Any of these things require not just great technical skill but also a good strength foundation with lots of core strength and explosive strength through the hips.

So what kind of moves are we familiar with that require fast explosive hip movements? Well, clean and snatch come to mind. Also kettlebell swings and one arm kettlebell movements of any kind are well suited to this kind of development. Add some explosive sprint / weighted sprints / sled push type work and you have a recipe for successful support of the skill training.

Specifically let’s address the 5 day rotation which will give us 2 rest days in a week. I am not a fan of using the 7 day model but since most people have jobs that solidify their availability then we have to work around that.  Here are the 4 days.

Each day is split into 2 parts Crossfit style with a Strength portion and a conditioning or HIIT portion. We want to keep in mind the individual probably doesn’t want to spend an hour a day on this.

Day 1 – Strength – Legs, HIIT – Varied Jumps and wallballs (leg centric)
Day 2 – Strength – Shoulders, HIIT – Cleans and presses (shoulder / trap centric)
Day 3 – Strength – Back (Deads), HIIT – Pullups, Kettlebell swings, Turkish Get Ups
Day 4 – Strength – Chest (Bench), HIIT – Plyo / agility / sprints
Day 5 – Yoga / Cardio / Core specific work

2 rounds to load up to the final benchmarks and use the load up weeks as deload weeks where necessary.

Day 1 – Strength – Legs, HIIT – Varied Jumps and wallballs (leg centric)

Warmup 5×10 air squats plus 5×10 walking lunges

Air squats with 20lb collar 5×10 (20 calf raise for rest) – Will transition to barbell squats front and back
Front lunge 5×10 with 20lb collar (60s calf raise hold for rest) – Will transition to static barbell split squat
Back Lunge 5×10 with 20lb collar (Rest in 90 degree horse stance or half mid splits) – Replaced by hamstring curls or stiff leg DL

HIIT

Max effort long jumps tabata timed (4 minutes)
24″ box jumps tabata timed (4 minutes)
Full depth wallball 20lb 7×7

or

5 rounds of:

10x max effort long jumps
10x 24″ box jump
10 wallball @20lb

More to come…

2015R1D26 – Update. Changes Are Coming.

Changed PrioritiesSo I am thinking about switching the weights up a bit for the time being.
I feel like my rep count is sufficiently high that I can split a 1 day deadlift program into 3 separate movements and still hit around the same rep count (90-150 most days). The point would be to work some accessory movements knowing that I am not going to be producing a 1 or 3 RM performance at all at the moment. What I would aim for is 50-70% max output on the main lift and then probably 5×5 at 80% on the accessory movements. It 2would break down something like this with some changes to the accessory movements over time.

Deadlift day becomes 7×5 DL, Good Mornings, bent rows
Cardio
Chest day becomes 7×5 Bench, flys, triceps
Cardio
Squat day becomes 7×5 Squat, leg extensions, hamstring curls
Cardio
OLY day becomes 7×5 cleans, snatch, OHP or cleans, front squat, DB OHP

That gives me a 4 day weight program and a 3 day cardio program which is fine for cutting. I will need to change the accessory movements, these are off the top of my head. 35 movements on each item for a total of 105 movements total.

Which brings me to my cut. It’s been not too painful but the results are also not too impressive. I am down about 4lbs in 2 weeks but the recomp is much better that it sounds.

There are 2 additional factors here, I gave up the CE stack I was using due to joint dryness which I think was the cause of my pain and also I started creatine which should add around 3-5lbs of water weight.

I also want to note here that I am having some pain since stopping the heavy Millennium cycle. I have found that cardio is aggravating my back and hips and is a great source of pain for me. So I am back with the daily stretching but to be honest I feel a lot more delicate since I started cardio again. My knees are painful when coming downstairs, even when I sit for a few minutes they hurt. I am hoping that in another week or so they will be getting used to it otherwise it’s out with the cardio and back to the HIIT instead. I have been doing a lot of dancing and bootcamp cardio type Xbox workouts including Insanity and P90X, whatever is free basically.
The numbers are far from impressive but here you go. Today was a little off, I think I have some hydration issues. If the creatine has added 3-5lbs then it’s possible I am down up to 9lbs which would be fine.
Weight-Fat-Water-Muscle-Rating-BMR-Age-Bone Mass-Visceral Fat

January-01-15 261 25.5 52 184.8 3 2649 48 9.4 13
January-05-15 257 25.5 51.5 182.2 3 2605 47 9.4 13
January-18-15 257 24.8 51.8 183.6 3 2614 45 9.4 13
January-23-15 258 24.5 52 185.6 3 2654 43 9.4 13
January-26-15 257 25.7 51.4 181.2 3 2690 48 9.2 14

Still a way to go but getting the hang of the workouts and keeping reminding myself to cut the calories a bit means a slow road. But then again slow is how you keep it off #fatlogic…

In reality, I need to focus more and eat less. Next week should show more of an improvement.

2015R1D5 – Getting Serious and a Rude Awakening

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Thursday, 01/01/2015 1 Insanity Plyo Cardio 100%
Friday, 01/02/2015 2 30 min cardio Mossa MMA 100%
Saturday, 01/03/2015 3 Bench 160reps 225 10MinTrainer 100%
Sunday, 01/04/2015 4 Insanity Cardio Power Resistance 100%
Monday, 01/05/2015 5 Deadlifts to 185 100 reps 100%

My last few days are a fair representation of what a complete obsessive personality I have. I was supposed to be adding some cardio to my regular (albeit light) lifting program. What happened was 5 days of cardio and only 1 day of weights (plus cardio that day too). This was assisted by the fact that my new XBOX Fitness program has FREE Insanity workouts this month, I mean who can resist that? I also had a rude awakening after I stepped on my body measurement scale only to find out that my “bulk” phase has added an inordinate amount of fat to my body. 3% total which is scary. I know that my strength is way up and I know that does kind of go hand in hand but to be almost 26% is hard to swallow.

In December my stats for weight-fat-water-muscle were:

December-01-13 236.6 22.5 53.5 177
January-05-15 257 25.5 51.5 182.2

As you can see I added 3% body fat, but my muscle mass increased by 5.2lbs or approx. 3%. My bodyweight increased by almost 9%. These are mostly numbers that make me uncomfortable. In the picture over in the sidebar my stats were far worse and I was up over 33%fat. To be honest I haven’t been over about 20% in quite some time so I am not impressed. However, I look at my Millennium success and I have to take the rough with the smooth, I achieved an amazing goal, but obviously went a bit off track at the same time. In the nicer half of that picture I am 232lbs and around 16% fat which is still a bit high but acceptable.

Which brings me to my goals for 90 days from now.

I seriously need to be below 20% as son as possible. Within 90 days is totally possible, I have 65.5lbs of fat right now and so I need to get rid of about 16lbs to take me down to 50lbs fat or below. That fits nicely into my goals so far. 16 lbs of fat can be lost in about 8 weeks so this should be easily achieveable and then I can reset my goals once I am down to either 20% or 50lbs of fat total.

I don’t want to just be held to those two numbers I would like to see my total lifts not drop below 75% of my Millennium Max which would give me the following:

Total lift numbers max (% numbers are approximate according to plate thresholds)

Deadlift 295 – 75% – 225
Squat 315 – 75% – 235
Bench 395 – 70% – 295
Total 1005 – 70% – 750

And so there you have it. 90 days to get back to what I would consider to be pretty good shape and not too skewed towards power lifts. Wish me luck…